some of my future dreams..

I have some dreams for my future that I wanna share with you guys.

First one.

I would love to become a alternative plus size model. But I am a bit afraid and I don’t know how to start and I am a bit camera shy if someone takes pictures of me that I don’t know.

Second one.

I would love to start a alternative clothing line for plus size ladies. But I don’t have the skills to make clothing and I just don’t know how to start that shit and I hope this comes to me in the future maye

Third one.

This one can be a part of the second one but that is making awesome shoes for bigger sizes. I saw the most awesome shoes ever online and they only go to 41, and I have 42 so I mailed the site if they are planning to sell bigger sizes of their shoes but they are not planning on doing that.. and I hate that so much :c my feet wanna look fabulous too so I would love to help people with the same problem. (I have a very specific style and its hard to find shoes I like in my size :c)

Fourth one.

I love doing make up and stuff and I hope to develop this in the future and learn more things and make bigger and more awesome things and maybe do more with it.

Fifth one.

I am a graphic designer and I would love to have my own graphic design company where I make stuff from logo’s till cards and posters and do photography and being creative. 

if you are interested you can check out my work here:

https://www.facebook.com/sanneblitz

But for some reason I don’t know how to make any of it happen.. 

I don’t have a job right now and the only job I can get is a production job or something thats gonna make me miserable. D: Its so so hard right now to find a job that I also like.. I don’t have a lot of money to invest in any of these things this makes me sad.. 

BUT I KEEP DREAMING 

and I am gonna make a difference some day.. <3

thank you guys for supporting me if you do.

it means the world to me.