some of my future dreams..

I have some dreams for my future that I wanna share with you guys.

First one.

I would love to become a alternative plus size model. But I am a bit afraid and I don’t know how to start and I am a bit camera shy if someone takes pictures of me that I don’t know.

Second one.

I would love to start a alternative clothing line for plus size ladies. But I don’t have the skills to make clothing and I just don’t know how to start that shit and I hope this comes to me in the future maye

Third one.

This one can be a part of the second one but that is making awesome shoes for bigger sizes. I saw the most awesome shoes ever online and they only go to 41, and I have 42 so I mailed the site if they are planning to sell bigger sizes of their shoes but they are not planning on doing that.. and I hate that so much :c my feet wanna look fabulous too so I would love to help people with the same problem. (I have a very specific style and its hard to find shoes I like in my size :c)

Fourth one.

I love doing make up and stuff and I hope to develop this in the future and learn more things and make bigger and more awesome things and maybe do more with it.

Fifth one.

I am a graphic designer and I would love to have my own graphic design company where I make stuff from logo’s till cards and posters and do photography and being creative. 

if you are interested you can check out my work here:

https://www.facebook.com/sanneblitz

But for some reason I don’t know how to make any of it happen.. 

I don’t have a job right now and the only job I can get is a production job or something thats gonna make me miserable. D: Its so so hard right now to find a job that I also like.. I don’t have a lot of money to invest in any of these things this makes me sad.. 

BUT I KEEP DREAMING 

and I am gonna make a difference some day.. <3

thank you guys for supporting me if you do.

it means the world to me.

Living more healthy

hey guys, I am gonna share something with you!
I wanna start changing my life from now on I don't have a job right now well only on saturday and I basically don't do a lot all week. I feel that I am getting more unhealthy and lazy and I don't like the way that this is going.

so, I came up with a plan for myself, I wanna start living more healthy and maybe loosing some weight in the process.

Rules for myself are:

o   walk 1 hour a day.
o   20 situps in the morning and in the evening.
o   drinking lots of water and tea.
o   eat healthy snacks.
o   just trying to eat more healthy in general

If I can do this for a month I am gonna buy something for myself as motivation and than keep going and make this something that is very normal for me.

I hope you guys support me and I think I will post updates ones in a while,
I think I am gonna use this also as a place to write down my feelings if I don't wanna do it anymore to maybe motivate myself again through writing it down.

Thanks for reading this.

favourite clothing items (plus size)

Efteling

Yesterday was a fun day because I went to a theme park (Efteling) with my mom and sister. We could go very cheap like 7,50 a person and normally its 37 euro a person, because of this discount the Efteling was SUPER buzzy we drove 4 hours instead of 2 because it was so buzzy on the road and at the parking place from the Efteling. I've been there before but I've never seen it this buzzy but eventhough it was insanely crowded we had a lot of fun this themepark always makes me feel happy.

The music and the atmosphere are amazing c: 

 

I've made a video of this day and I hope you guys find it amusing to see hehe. < click 

photography and photoshop

This is a self portrait I made today and edited in photoshop. I am a graphic designer and I want to learn more about editing pictures and photography. I have a camera from my sister which is a Nikon D60 but I don't really know how it works yet but I take my pictures in NEF and edit them until I think it looks cool. I wanna learn more about the camera and I need to make a decent space to photograph in my room because I don't have a decent background now to photograph. And I need to write/draw concepts to take cool pictures. I am also planning on making pictures of my sister and boyfriend to see if I can make some awesome looking pictures from other people. 

If you wanna see more work/designs from me you can take a look at my facebook page where I show some of my work.  www.facebook.com/sanneblitz

I would love for you to give me any tips on my work etc.
remember this photographing is very new for me.

Stripes and red lips

OOTD
dress - steps
jacket - pescara 
long necklace - miss etam
short necklace - present from a friend <3
shoes - NEW ROCKS <3

outfit + make up for today.

OOTD.

skirt - bought it from a  thriftstore & my mom made it to fit me
shirt with skeleton hand - from www.boohoo.com
vest - from a market
necklace - kreepsville 666



















FOTD.

for the eyes
color tattoo from maybelline in shade 55 - immortal Charcoal
color tattoo from maybelline in shade 45 - Infinite White
my favourite eyeliner all time - miss sporty studio lash eyeliner (I use it all the time)
my favourite mascara from Rimmel - scandaleyes mascara extreme black

for my eyebrowsa gray colour pencil and a black one.
I allways prefere kohl pencils they seem to be more black.
I don't know the brand because I have it for ages and it faded. D:

the beginning of this blog.

So I will be beginning this blog from now on,

I am very exited and hope you guys will like what you see here. I am a plus size lady from The Netherlands and I am 21 years old. I encourage body positive awareness and I love make up clothing and having fun with friends and being creative. I am planning on posting different things on this blog like, reviews, OOTD, make up, video's, dread related things and events that happen in my life. I hope you guys will enjoy this blog.

- Sanne